36 Weeks~ 27 Days to go!

Yup, its already 36 weeks of pregnancy and I'm starting to get all nervous and sweaty. When I'd first found out that I was pregnant, it was really2 a blessing because Mr. Bob and I were planning for another baby for quite sometime. We went through some massages after being advised by some of my officemates and by Allah graces we got pregnant after I went through my ectopic pregnancy and cyst removal *alhamdullilah* 6 months later.

Farissa by now is 5 years and to be honest, I had forgotten the difficulty of kick start of being a mommy for a newborn baby. Yeah, it is exciting but it is scary as well. The thought of doing it all again alone (as Mr. Bob will be travelling every alternate week) is quite frightening. *gasp*. Don't get me wrong, I love being a mommy *best job in the world* but I won't lie, it is also one of the hardest job in the world. I do hope being the age that I am right now, that I am more patient than I was 6 years ago *when bringing up little Farissa*. 

At this very last minute, I had second thoughts of given birth @ Sunway, because of the costs. However, the more I think bout it, the more it actually make sense that almost all the private hospitals in KL/Selangor will come out with about the same costing. It is too late for me to turn back anyhow, and I am really thankful to Allah that Mr. Bob is here to support whenever I need for words of support. Oh, we both are medically covered for birth *that I can assure you* but you will never know if the birth experience is following your own birth plan. *there's so many stories out there that'll make you think twice* "Kita serah pada yang Maha Berkuasa and Pray for the Best". After all, this year our family / life are full of kind HIS blessings. *alhamdullilah* for all those we were not able to predict and see. :) Pray that'll it'd be the same for this birth our little on. *insyallah*

Next week adik will be full term and we pray that he will be healthy surrounded with love all around him when he arrives. Kakak dah tak sabar nak jumpa adik nih. :)